Monday, January 2, 2012

Just Stop and Breathe

Most days I find myself rushing around to get everything done. By 5:50 AM, I am up, showering, and trying to get myself ready before I get everyone else up, make lunches, ensure that school bags are packed and feed the dogs. Then it is rush to get the kids to school before the bell rings and off to a busy day at work. In the evening, I squeeze in a run, make dinner, help the kids with homework, and finish up housework. Then off to bed. Typical routine for most parents these days.

And while the days seem jam packed, I often find myself feeling pretty unfulfilled at the end of them.  By Friday night, I often can't remember what I did during the past five days and I certainly don't feel energized or fulfilled.  Usually, I am longing for something more. But what?

The same thing happens on many of my runs. I spend hours on the road or trails logging training miles. Much of the time, I am focusing on my pace or counting the miles until I can return home. Or, I spend the time trying to solve problems at work. Sometimes I draft posts for this blog.  Rarely do I take time to enjoy the weather or scenery around me.

I live in a beautiful area of the Blue Ridge mountains. My runs are on gorgeous trails or through beautiful countryside. People pay a lot of money to vacation were I live. And I just run and take my surroundings all for granted. On a few occasions, the beauty has been so incredible that it gives me a wake up call. I stop and take it all in. Sometimes I even snap a photo with my iPhone.

It amazes me that I can remember each of those times I have stopped and taken in the view. Those are the runs I remember with pleasure. They are the runs that inspire me to continue to run!  And, when I think about it, the pleasure of those runs had NOTHING to do with running. It was all about taking time to stop and enjoy the moment I was in, to appreciate the beauty that surrounded me. It was all about living in the present and being grateful for what I had at that very moment.

I think about what my daily routine would be like if I did that more often--stopped and just lived in the moment, taking in my surroundings. I wonder how much more energized and fulfilled I would feel each day.

I am going to make this my goal for the week. Every day, I am going to stop in a moment and just be present. I wonder how I will feel at the end of the week. Can't wait to see.

Why not just live in the moment, especially if it has a good beat?  ~Goldie Hawn